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Matters Of The Heart
By peace | February 13, 2008
Valentine’s Day Special
It’s Valentine’s Day, a day for lovers to declare their love and to celebrate love. Newspaper, radio, TV, everybody talking about Valentine’s Day. What am I doing on Valentine’s Day? Chinese New Year just over. Last night was “Ren Ri” (人日, people’s birthday), where people gather to have Yu Sheng (鱼生, Chinese-style raw fish salad). We did not have Yu Sheng. Our wedding anniversary was over, nobody mentioned a word about it. Today is Valentine’s Day. Will SOMEBODY mention anything? Nope. Everyday is the same day. Everyday facing the computer, everyday immerse in dreams and hoping to get rich, and that is why the name RICHARD, first life and second life also want to be rich, RICHARD PALACE.
Everyday Valentine
Is it wrong to have dreams? Is it wrong to have ambition and want to be wealthy? Of course not. This is normal and it is good to have dreams. Dreams and hope make life alive. But dreams and hope demolished can turn life into death too. It is all about how you go about doing it. When you pursue your dreams, how do you carry out your plans? Do you plan in the first place? If you plan, did you do it the right way? If your ‘way’ has not shown any results, does it mean that you should do something about it and learn the right way? If your method is correct, how many years do you need to get your method right? How many years have you spend or ‘wasted’? What we see? What you say? What am I doing now?
Secrets To The Grave, No Harm To Anybody
I feel remorseful, is that the right word? And Perhaps guilty, and really sinful. Over what? Secrets. I learned not to reveal the truth as there is no place safe in this world, not even internet. How many criminals or pranksters have been caught thinking that they can do something funny here. But that is not me. My secret is not something to do with harming people. My secret is all about human affairs. I can write about my life and not so much of his life, but it is not right to add all people’s life here. It’s all about privacy and I need to consider that as well. What is past is past and I do not like to delete my posts or amend them, as they are my real thoughts. Anything which are not real, I can delete but not when something is true.
When your heart is not the real heart
Of course, I offended people, I am telling people my inner feeling which we often would not tell people — for fear of hurting and offending people. But today, the internet is ‘open’ to everybody and everybody has a chance to read. I can choose to hide, I can choose to add on passwords, but that would defeat the purpose of me earning for a living here. Afterall, who has the perfect life with no darkness to hide? Who has life so glamourous that you have no flaws? I don’t believe if you tell me you have none! How many bloggers choose not to reveal their own face? How many bloggers had chosen to show their true self, in both names or faces? If you are leading a right way of life, you should be upright and have nothing to be ashamed of. You should be proud of yourself, your family and your nation. You should be spreading your knowledge, your success with the world, if that is so. But we do not see many real faces, real names behind websites. You can see lots of websites, but do you know who is the creator?
Change of Heart, Change of Mind
I ‘podcast’, I am stupid, foolish, and whatever you might say and despise or shun. Just like the show in CJ7, Dicky helped the teacher to pick up his pen which was dropped on the floor. His teacher did not even appreciate. His teacher shouted,”Put it back!” The hands of poor people are also dirty. They are not fit to be friends to rich people. The hands of the poor and the hands of the rich can never be united. If there be any union, it is business transaction — that of prostituition, smuggling and scams and any other unethical and immoral, easy solution way out of the hard life. Dicky’s teacher (the male teacher), dropped his pen, nobody offer to help him. The class consists of mostly rich people, with Dicky the only poor boy, from a poor father. Influence had indirectly caused Dicky to even have the aspiration of being poor in the future. Everybody in the class laugh. But such is what the poor boy experience in his life. He did not know what is RICH, what is good life. He had no electronic games or toys to play. He only knew how to have fun with the father, his playmate, by playing hitting the cockroaches, real cockroaches. What about rich people? Rich people, born in richness, never know their luck, they are blinded by money to see the fact that they are rich. They only want to be richer and to be the richest. They have money, they don’t hit cockroaches. They hired people to hit cockroaches. Then they spend time hitting electronic cockroaches, to feel happy, to ease their spiritual self.
Lessons Learned…. I am Inspired
Does this inspire you or piss you off? The truth is ugly. The truth always hurt and the truth nobody likes. It is common. I got IT. I SEEN her eyes. I knew what THEY mean. It shall be in my mind, lessons learned. I would not ‘podcast’ anymore. Certain things are meant to be as such — Mind your own business. Nobody would want to help SUCH kind of person. Who can really help us anyway? During my crisis, who had anyway? Who REALLY did, with no motives?
One Thing, Same Thing, Different view, Different thoughts, Different Experience, Inspired Not ALL
An article, a story, a verse, a quote, a thing which I see, a movie which I had watched, anything which I come across, if they helped me to learn a lesson, they helped me in some way or another, that had already done its purpose. All it takes is the look of the EYES. Thank You to this person. Somebody whom I thought highly, but in the end, I was wrong. It turned out yet again that appearance is misleading and the human nature is just the same everywhere we go. Dress nicely, smartly, speak eloquently. Academic qualification I don’t know. But definitely something good, otherwise the post would not be high. Pretty if she is young, old but with enticement and perhaps attraction. If I do not learn my lesson, I am really an idiot.
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